u can live the way u want.
i wont bother.
so dont bother to come to me anymore.
from this second onwards, i will never talk to you anymore.
u started it, i will end it.
3years.
i wont appear in your life.

Manga~~

since N-years ago, I was so interested in starting my own manga.. but i couldnt do it til now.. :(
so much to consider.. characters design, various of different backgrounds, interesting storyline, panels to draw, characters personality @_@ !! not to forget i dont have the time to do all those also..omg~
however, this year.. i wanna give it a try.. my first attempt of finishing my first manga!♪
teehee, not sure if i can do it or nt but i wanna try~ hope i can do it~ its in my to-do-list for 2013 ady ;D:D
hopefully, when i completed, there will be feedbacks for me to get improve :)
hohoho~
salute oda-sensei and watase-sensei~ ♥



ooh, currently im rewatching fullmetal alchemist ~ so nostalgic! arakawa-sensei~~

Close Friends

This keep bothering in my mind lately..
Are we suppose to be ourselves whenever we are with our close friends? like doing whatever you want, saying whatever you are pleased.. or to be more polite and consider every thing you do or say?
A friend told me that, i should just do and say whatever im pleased with my closed friends because we are close, so we wont get hurt and will just laugh off even if the things said isnt pleasant to listen..
But still, to the very day now, i wasnt able to do that.. because what i think is that.. since they are our closest friend.. we should actually consider our words or things we do because i want to minus every single rate that can causes misunderstanding or argument that can actually ruin our friendship.. However, the feedback i get was .. "we wont get any closer if you remain that way." so which one should i actually follow? O_O

Recent Happening~ :P

yeay~ update blog lu :P
last 2month~ i finally able to meet up with my closest friend in NS~~ yaahoo~
we havent met up since NS which is 3 years ago .. time flies eh~ haha why so long no meet?
She's from Sabah~ that's y lor~ hehe although 3 years already passed, but the friendship hasnt changed ~
still fresh as if like we just met yesterday~ haha good thing eh :P managed to update myself what is happening to her and all~ but still wishes that we could have longer time to chat more ~ sigh~ oh well, there will always be next time eh ? :D i cant wait to see you again ~ hopefully soon~ oh! forget to tell you that you've gotten even prettier now :D :D
we even exchanged gift~ i got this from her~♪ she knows that i like chopper ♥
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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!
happy sei~ LOL XD
thankyou ar flor~~ :D
hope you like the gift i chose too~
enjoyed chatting with you that day and also our shopping time together~ XD











kk ~ that's 2 months ago  :P
now the recent ones.. ~ yeah, i missed the bbq event that my f6 friends organized ..life so suck when your friends having events and you have to attend classes .. aiksss
then 5 days ago was my jimui bday~~ haha lion jie~~
hope you enjoyed the bbq style of celebration~~ i know you wasnt so happy that you grew an age older wakkakaka~ :P best friends are nice , arent they? they arent many nor easy to find~ but its okay to have few~ as long as they are lifelong close friends~ :D "muack muacks~ i love all of you XD" .... is what i wanna say on the international friendship day :P meh~ late jor nevermind la~ what most important is the heart~ yes mou? :P next is our S.I 5th anniversary~ though we cant celebrate this year on actual date~ but i will still looking forward for it♪ ^^ and also the special/surprise event..muahah :P

Asshole(s)

yep. gonna rant about asshole(s) i met ...
i just never thought i would encounter people like this in my life..
well at least.. not up to this extent..
regretted that i didnt choose to mix around or get more new friends..
i was forced to join in a group with this bunch of assholes
yeah..all females.. yet.. i just can never understand
how could one.. no .. how could all of them can be so irresponsible to the extent that
they can have fun all the way they want without knowing what they should set a higher priority on?
Is seriously dating/clubbing/stalking/hanging out with friends THAT IMPORTANT to the extent that
you can actually ignore your group assignment/projects and rushes it to death at the very last minute ?
there are PLENTY OF TIME where u can do at slow pace but can get it done faster than you can
ever imagine yet.. "A" spents all time clubing and hanging out.. deng lei geh fai.. not just that ! "A" rushes super-late-dou-mou-yan-yau-geh-last-min-work on the PRESENTATION DAY itself ..SAI LEI MOU? causes the marks to be deducted like crazy!.. Next B, yeah you did i know.. but its not completed and full of errors too until the last day. Lastly C,  i really duno what to say you.. cling less abit with your dude wont die kay? all i want is you to at least do your work can or not? NO, but also LAST MIN WITH MANY MANY ERRORS.. i really very disappointed..
the funniest thing is, every single doubts they have, i will be the first they will ask.. i mean deng? im god? if i know what-to-do n blah blah , you think i will still siting here with you discuss mou? really speechless
dumbo questions also got... really wanna bang wall and dai in a instant.. no eye see
Plus, all apologize to me for getting low mark, and said they will change , prove to me, bla blah! deng trust you 1% jao sei jor la! say N-day gaodim, in the end, Z-day also nt yet gaodim! !$@^# &$*$I*%
really dum sum hao!

GET A LIFE! i'm also a human kay? i also want to spend more time doing what i want and hang out with my best friends, but deng, you should know when is the appropriate time anot? if every day miss, then die la, i every night must see all my friends ady !

A very EXPENSIVE LESSON that i learn..i pray hard i wont be grouped with them anymore! for Christ sake!