I'll be fine

after this coming week
i'll be fine
just a little headache
flu
n
cough
still bearable
i just cant wait to remove
TAT PARTICULAR OBSTACLE
yea, a ugly,idiotic, venom-tongued obstacle








hang in there, myself..i can do it!
who am i?
hahah ..
XD

My blog-kun.. lol

today, i also did some blogwalking lol
its was fun~~ :P as i discover one special blog site~

http://www.akiraceo.com/

hahah^^ the blogger is humorous and enjoy drawing comics too^^
he use a pic of a cat to represent himself :D
and some animated character as his colleague and friends XD
i wanna do that too!!!~
Note: and if u ever find any interesting blog, do let me know^^
im interested in "chasing" blog post by interesting ppl :P
especially got anime geh :D

it was fun looking at his blog but...at the same time
it makes me....wanna

edit very badly , giv blog-kun a makeover , wanna spend time scribbling, draw and decorate to make blog-kun special and colourful~~!! [ of course, using my own drawing too^^ *evil grins* ]


p.s : after stpm...!!!♥ XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

T^T

just had my muet test @.@
it was... not-goodie :(
mayb its my headache? :(
i dont know...i just dont feel good @@ words make me dizzy
for reading paper.. spent to much time for front part
overall was okay but still not-so-sure :(
then for writing.. :(
its was a no-no.. Q1 im nt sure
but Q2 ...i couldnt express myself well enough as normal days i did
during exam..n lack of time :P
aiksss..wad a waste
for listening.. i could almost say "it was perfectly fine" .... *but closely at
the end of the question.......* ''my heart sank'' =.=

Open up :D

always let people know what you want
if that someone really cares about you
they will try to understand you
but of course, u must share out what you been thinking
hiding everything is not good for your health Dx
sharing is good :D
especially to someone who can hear you out ;)
do think that way, u might be happier :D


P/S : at the same time, if u want to know more about someone,
you should have the courtesy to ask too :D or else people wont know what you want and you wont know what they want FOREVER LOL!

its getting HOT

i wonder why the weather is hot recently?
no matter how hot it used to be...i was still able to withstand it
without having air-cond on.. eventhough now the weather is damn so crazy HOT
i still cant bring myself to on the air-cond [afraid-ing that neighbours will get even hotter lol]

btw, i went back to see my SWEETHEART!♥ [last saturday]
went back B.G to visit my grandma's grave after so long din return to do the prayers..
this year, grandpa couldnt join us cuz his leg is in pain so we went with uncle, auntie n cousin bro stephen :D
it wasnt that hot that day~ still bearable lol~
it was fun seeing n praying my sweethearts :D eventhough i don get to see them in life before
but there's a strong feeling from me to them :) i just dono how to explain, its like, i know them? XD
hmm~ ohya, there are ppl there driving off the trees! :( the land nearby the cemetery is totally BALD! its horrible n sad to see that the trees are all gone now .. they are trying to build a railway station over there.. aiksss.. [skip]
then the last prayer is grandma's grave ;D
according to my cousin bro, he said that last year when he pray with his family , the weather was so hot that can actually kill him =.= then hor, this year! suddnly there's a BIG TREE grew near my grandma's grave ! its was so big n healthy that it can shade us from the sun~ it was windy too! :D :D then i wonder if this world really got spirit.. or our loves one that leaves us still around
its not like im scare or smth, during the prayer, my dad kinda pissed me, so i kinda "answer" him? but its in a playful way, then one of the tree branch kinda...=.=lll poke-ed my ear.. =.=ll
seriously RIGHT AFTER i "answer" my dad.. so =.=llll its like ..faham faham laa XD
hahha, then as soon as the prayer is over, n we are about to leave, i was alone stand infront of my grandma's grave.. looking at her pic.. without realizing..my tears just rolling down to my cheek.. then i realized how much i miss her... how much i used to stick around her.. and also how much she pampered me ...how strong the bond we held.. how much we loved each other.. my heart sank.. i really cried more than enuf that day..luckily non of my family members noticed =.=ll if..i really given the chance to see her again, i would never let go of her hand.. i swear! T__T till then, im sure we wil meet again, in heaven? XD i hope i can reach there.. after all the prayers, we spent time walk around with my grandpa :D to me, hearing his stories is the most fun things to do whenever i went back~
btw, there's a saying that good people die faster, and bad people wil last longer in the world..
so from now on, should i go n ask my grandpaa and all other family members to be more evil xD kakkaa jkjk!

-to be continued-

Amnesia?

Anterograde amnesia,
-the loss or impairment of the ability to form new memories through memorization. Persons may find themselves constantly forgetting information, people or events after a few seconds or minutes, because the data does not transfer successfully from their conscious short-term memory into permanent long-term memory.



i wonder..if im suffering from this or not..
i really unable to recall my memories..
its nt completely forgot..but i just cant remember
i became forgetful really fast..
sometimes im angry, but after half an hour, i dont remember what im angry at..
it wasnt that serious..but
im afraid..that i will soon forgot... almost..everything.